Archive for October, 2005

Heartbreaking Home Loss

Man, what a game today. Unfortunately the Hawkeyes did not prevail, losing 23-20 to Michigan in overtime. It looks like the blocked field goal was the difference here.

The thing that really made this loss so hard to take is the amount of penalties committed called on Iowa. Before today’s game they were flagged 20 times in 7 games. Today alone they had eleven. Some of them really hurt. There were pass interferences called on Iowa when there shouldn’t have been. To be fair, not all of the bad calls went against Iowa. How about that “fumble” that went under the instant replay review. The Michigan ball carrier was clearly in possession of the ball when it hit the ground; in fact, it could clearly be seen that the ground caused the fumble. It should have been Michigan ball, especially after the replay didn’t show “indisputable video evidence” as required by the Big Ten’s instant replay rules. If anything, the video replays should have made it even more obvious that Michigan did not fumble the ball.

Really in the end though, the reason Iowa lost, I think, was too many incomplete passes. I think QB Drew Tate looked really good through most of the game. But when you have perfectly thrown passes getting dropped by wide open receivers, that hurts. And when one of your best receivers lets a ball slip through his hands and get intercepted, that really hurts. You’ve got to hand it to Michigan though, they’ve really stepped it up against some tough teams this year, and taken more than their fair share of games down to the wire.

I just read on HawkeyeSports.com that Iowa is 0-3 when playing on ABC this year. It looks like if we want to keep winning we need to stick with being televised on ESPN+

Things have just come to a head

I have been really struggling this semester. I think taking loss and trauma and having to deal with my own trauma is just slowly killing me. I have talked with my therapist and am going to be doing some extra work with her to hopefully alleviate some of this. I have just had trouble concentrating, procrastinating, and feeling empty inside. Like today, I have two papers due and I only am getting close to finishing one with still the other to do completely, but for some reason I have this aversion to working on it. I will start and then have an immense need to step away and do something else for awhile. That is why I am here, taking a break and hoping I can motivate myself to finish the work.

It’s been so long since I wrote here, people will stop coming to read!

Weeelll, the weekend was too short as always. Our best friends came for the weekend and we had a great time doing nothing but hanging out (FYI that’s just the best kind of weekend there is!). I got my hit of baby and I’m good for a few more weeks. Now it’s back to the grind and I’m pulling another all nighter, well, probably a week of all nighters, but that’s ok! Someday I’ll be able to look back on this and think it was such great fun to be in college LOL.

Add some extra prayers and thoughts for me for the next couple of weeks that I can get through school work and everything else. On November 4, I should be sitting pretty and looking forward to finals!

Vegetarian Bacon

So I had breakfast this morning at the Cottage. They usually have pretty good breakfast stuff. (Slightly off-topic: if you ever have a chance to try their Morning Glory Muffins, GO FOR IT! It’s amazing.)

Anyways, this morning I saw this strange looking flat stuff in one of the hot pans. I asked the girl behind the counter what it was and she said it was vegetarian bacon. She said it tasted like real bacon, and lately I’ve been looking to try some new foods, so I thought I would give it a shot. It looked to me what I imagine it would look like if somebody took some cardboard and tried to make it look like bacon. And that is how it tasted. Like cardboard. With artificial bacon flavoring added. Being a huge fan of real bacon myself, I didn’t care for this stuff at all, and needless to say, I did not finish it.

It got me to thinking though, why would anybody even want vegetarian bacon? I realize here in Iowa City, there is a substantial population who are vegetarian/vegan because of the whole cruelty to animals thing. I would guess that most of them weren’t raised vegan, but adopted this lifestyle later in life. Perhaps the carnivore-turned-vegan crowd loves bacon, and they still want that bacon taste. Plus, why would they want to eat something that was supposed to “mimic” the real thing? They don’t like it when people pretend to hurt animals on television or the movies. Maybe heart-conscious consumers want a healthier alternative to the delicious, greasy, strips of bacon.

Surely neither of these are right, since this stuff didn’t really taste like bacon. It’s a mystery to me.

So I’ve made this decision…

I’m done dieting and trying to be thin. I love food, it makes me feel happy and full and I love it. So, I’ve decided to just be the fat girl. My kids love me and my husband does too, so why should I torture myself? My best friend is dieting and she is doing amazing so I think I shall live vicariously through her. She seems happy and I’m happy for her, but I just don’t have the motivation to want to do that for myself.




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