I have been really struggling this semester. I think taking loss and trauma and having to deal with my own trauma is just slowly killing me. I have talked with my therapist and am going to be doing some extra work with her to hopefully alleviate some of this. I have just had trouble concentrating, procrastinating, and feeling empty inside. Like today, I have two papers due and I only am getting close to finishing one with still the other to do completely, but for some reason I have this aversion to working on it. I will start and then have an immense need to step away and do something else for awhile. That is why I am here, taking a break and hoping I can motivate myself to finish the work.
(((hugs))) it sounds like you are burned out. with the course load you’ve been carrying for the past year, plus this difficult class, i can see why. if i remember correctly, several of your classes were “downers” this semester. i hope your therapist is able to help you feel better. just know i’m here for you. love you lots!
Just wanted to send you some hugs too. I’m sorry you’re having such a hard time. Wishing you the best.